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I'm depressed...
...the title says it all... wanna know why?
well, long story, but i have nothing else to do, so here goes:
Basically, France has a totally differnt education system to England. They have 2 months of summer holidays, not just 6 weeks. Which means this is the last week of school in France.
Also, in France, you go to middle school up to year 9. The first year in high school is year 10. Which means my friends in France will leave school this week, and probably never go back, unless they have siblings who go there...
Now the problem is, it's gonna be almost two years since i moved to England. On the 7th of july, i'll be celebrating the start of the third year. Last year, i became so depressed around april/may, i was sooo homesick, that my parents let me go back to France during the Easter holidays, and because the holidays there were like a week before the holidays here, i got to go to my school for a week. As in, I had lessons with my friends, got to see the teachers, and the rest of the staff again, etc.
This year, again, I got depressed, but my parents ignored it. Why? Well, first, during the easter holidays, they said no you cant go cos of the SATs. And then at half-term they said no you cant go cos of the end-of-year exams. All they said was REVISE! Which i didnt even do anyway. They didn't even care about me really needing to see my friends, to visit the school, cos that would be the last time i'd be able to. But they didnt let me, i missed that chance, and now i'll never see them aain. School will end at 3.30 on Friday in France, and then that'll be it, they'll all be going to different school, some will move away, i'll never be able to get in contact again (except with the few who gave me their email addresses last time).
So that's why I'm depressed. And on top of that, France has disappointed me twice in the World Cup matches. 2 draws... *sigh*
*looks back at message* this is long, i've wasted enough time, ought to stop now.
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