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Ryan's depressed again. [: I'm sick of my disabilities. I cry without reason, I tear for no purpose, I ache without cause, and I frown without thought. It's 4:00 in the morning, and the tears have stopped shedding; the breeze of my rotating fan dried the tears, but I'm rather depressed. I have a disability, as almost none of you know. I have a mental illness, as only one of you know. I'll cry, I'll hurt, and I'll depress over nothing. Why am I like this? Why am I sad for no reason? When I say "no reason", I'm being quite literal. There isn't a reason in the world. It happens out of the blue. I get the deep inner hunger in my stomach, and yet it'll never satisfy. Then come the tears. Then come the cries. It's tiring. It's depressing to think about. And worst of all, it won't stop. One of these days, I'll end up making a scene in a public estate. People will glare. People will whisper. People will judge. I'm sick of this mental problem in my head. Just make it stop.

Posted by: `Condom Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 03:08pm

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Zju
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Commented on: Wed Jun 14, 2006 @ 12:10am


	;-; Sweety. <3 It's okay. I think I know where it comes from, but it's really okay. I love you so much. If you really want to stop it, then maybe we can look into something. You're not allowed to take pills though. I love you, I love you, I love you. <3333

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