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Inside my mind? On no!
Oh yeah. I went there, girlfriend.
Bright Eyes inspiration.
So, uh, there was a woman who made these magic powers that left her to believe everything was good in the world. She saw all the beauty and always thought people were wonderful and kind on the inside. She was always told she had been blessed with these powers by some God she didn't believe in and probably didn't exist. One day she met a guy and like everything else she thought was a beautiful person and everything seemed perfect in the world for her. One day he broke her heart and she was left in confusion of how something beautiful could lie and deceive her like he did. But, the beauty of the world she thought she knew kept her calm and she went on to meet another lovely man who also saw what she thought was beauty until he cheated on her with another woman who was sleazy and smelled of death from nasty cigarettes, so her sister said who had caught them. But, once again she kept her chin up, knowing that someone who was like her would find her, and uh... she found another man while walking her dog that was missing a leg from a drunk driving accident, the dog of course being in the road, not drinking. She thought her life was perfect until he started abusing her and even attempted to kill the poor dog out of a drunken fit. After being hospitalized her best friend had come up to find out what happen and she told her that he was mad because she didn't salt his dinner perfectly and started throwing things in rage. The friend gave her a hug and left. Soon she found out that she was the woman her second boyfriend cheated on her with and she never talked to her again. The woman soon went into a depression and not even the beauty of the world she saw in her blind eyes could cheer her up. One day she was shopping at a store when and man stopped her to ask her on a date. She declined without hesitation and little did she know that if she would have went on that date she would have lived her life happily; it was her soul mate. But, uh, she didn't and quickly forgot about him. She lived her life alone with her dog, her only social interaction was the occasional phone call from her mom asking how her day way which she would always lie and make up some story so she wouldn't worry. Years passed and though countless people asked to date her, she never gave them a chance for fear of pain and out of depressive thought. After years, he dog passes away from some disease she couldn't pronounce the name of and she was left to waste away in her big empty house alone with a TV set and a Hello Kitty Alarm Clock that she now hated being the only source of noise. She eventually killed herself, slitting her wrists, out of loneliness and depression and oddly, the night she died the man who was her soul mate had gotten married to a woman who would end up going insane and killing him in his sleep.






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x_acid kiss
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commentCommented on: Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 04:45am
Hmmm...that was---weeeeird. >>;
Just being an honest friend. (: <3

-ahem-...I have a Hello Kitty alarm clock.


commentCommented on: Tue Jun 13, 2006 @ 07:09am
This story is the defination of bipolar.

<3



Kenji Nishamura
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Madame Blaze
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commentCommented on: Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 01:56am
O_O;;

Well... Wasn't that a.. pleasant story. xD


commentCommented on: Sat Jul 15, 2006 @ 11:01am
Hahaha. <3



Skye Ravenwood
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[Elske]-[XXIX]
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commentCommented on: Fri Sep 22, 2006 @ 09:25pm

That was...
...
Interesting.



And scary.
Emphasis on the scary.
o___________o`


commentCommented on: Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 09:24pm
inspired by waste of paint? or maybe no lies just love? i <3 bright eyes.



The Original Ultramoose
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