POEM~(Dont comment I am letting out my saddness)
I am writeing this out of my saddness I have right now today is the bad I will forever mark as the worst day ever....! Dont comment nor talk to me about this journal entry I am not relateing it to anyone I need to let out my anger!Somethings wrong with me, I never been this sad I cant stop crying I just started cutting myself again, My angel wings have disappeared no longer being with you is like a hell that I live over and over again, being lied too for so long my blood drips on the ground like my tears that I cried for you, Im dieing im afaired I will dissapear never again be seen, I see someone new in the mirror but she is not me, when did I become so selfish, why did you tell me you love me when you love another, I dieing, there is something wrong with me, my blood had stopped and it burns, why did this happen why cant I be happy, i am not ment to be this sad, my hearts a battle ground and im loseing the war, my hopes and dreams are broken now just by i few words, so claimly i cut myself hearing the blood drip i smile witch i feel i have painted on with my blood itself, the days i miss you i call, but you always mistake me for her i dont belong in your heart and that is why it breaks but mine is broken my love has burned just as much as the pain on my arm but no matter how long I try to forget you someone reopens my wrist and I think about you alittle more with my blood and my tears...
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