You grow, and you learn,
You make 'Life Long Friends',
And then you get burned.
You try to understand,
The pain you feel inside,
But your thoughts are clouded,
And you just want to disappear.
These 'Life Long Friends',
Have turned there backs
Leaving you alone, and in the dark.
Now the trust that once was,
Is broken and lost.
Things cannot go back,
What's done is done.
You may become 'Friends' again,
But the bond you shared is gone,
Because your 'Life Long Friends',
Did a thing called, Betrayal.
Congratulations to FireflyAngel for writing this for me. After the things that have happened recently, I'm starting to wonder who my friends really are... I wish... I wish I wasn't shunned for being me. I wish people would be upfront with me instead of putting on a screen. I just wish those people I called true friends could actually hold up to that title... But then they may not be true friends at all...
To those select few who have been true friends to me: I thank you, from the bottom of my heart. While you guys may remember me for my antics and green duct tape among other things, I'll always remember you for your sincerity, honesty, and true friendship. I thank you, for treating me like a human being instead of some dumb animal that should be caged away. And because of this, I know there's a place in Heaven waiting for those who have been true friends to me.
My personal perspective is that if someone is annoying you, be upfront with them and tell them about it instead of having to hear it from others. It just shows that you have respect for that person in my eyes.
I always said that my friends were the one thing that kept me sane, and the one thing that drove me most insane as well. Funny, isn't it?
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The pain comes and goes still. It's something that will stick with you, because betrayal by a close friend can't be forgotten. I've tried to put it behind me, but everytime I see those people, I remember the pain that I went through. And I'm am truely sorry that you had to experience this. Or anyone for that fact, because I know how it feels.
I've learned from my mom to be upfront with people. And if something bothers me then I tell that person. My friends know it, and they respect that. I always hated when people talked bad about another person behind there backs, even if that peson wasn't there friend at all. I think that it is wrong. But, I guess I'm getting a little off topic? Kinda.
But once you find out who your true friends are it makes them all the more special to you, and your bonds get stronger. And that feeling is better then anything the fake people could ever make you feel.
a quote from one of my other poems:
"But there is a light at the end ot the tunnel.
And it's not far, but the road to get there may be hard.
And all you have to do is try, and reach.
This pain that dwells inside, can be beat."
I don't know if this helped any, but if you need to talk, I'm always here. *hugs* heart heart heart