Today was one of those days where I just laid in bed all day and did practically nothing. I was so lazy, and I really didn't like it at all. I did a little bit of laundry, but for the most part I was on my computer, watching YouTube, and playing games. I did do a little bit of homework, but I really don't count that either.
Today is one of those days where I just feel.. Ugly in a way. I just laid around, I didn't put on any makeup. I did shower, but I put my pajamas on and I did nothing to myself. I really feel insecure today and it's messing with me. I sometimes have days like this where I will actually put on makeup and do my best to attempt to look decent enough for the world, but even then I feel like I just look ugly. Today is one of those days and it's really screwing me up. I'm not fond of it at all to be honest.
But, I have finished a few different series on YouTube. I susbscribe to a few different people that do 'let's plays'. They are so funny sometimes. So, I have found them to be really interesting and I've watched those all day.
Tomorrow I go to work sadly. I'm not wanting to go in at all but I have to. I have to make more of an effort for work. I can't be complaining about it all the time. I've hit the seventh month mark, going on the eighth month already and I'm so done with that place. I'm going to put in some applications at some diners, maybe savemart, maybe the movie theature. Hopefully I will find something that is away from fast food. McDonald's in particular.
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