I'm at a loss right now as to what to do in my life. Music is fading rapidly, and even though I know I have both talent and love in it, creativity is leaving me and I don't know why.
I've been trying to find a job around town but I'm having no luck with it, and the pressure from my parents isn't helping. People, friends, relatives; they all want to help me but my parents have a straight and narrow path they want me to follow now, since I'm "incapable" of making it on my own apparently.
So they've made an ultimatum; take a construction job on Orcas Island (up to the north of where I am now; basically a crazy hippy island that's beautiful but in the middle of nowhere), or pack my things, because they won't support me anymore. So yeah, I'm lost on what to do.
Obviously I can't support myself right now (as far as paying my rent is concerned), since I'm unemployed. So they're forcing me into a job that I don't want to take; a job that is going to be physically very difficult and detract myself further from music. It pisses me off to no end.
Durandal the Rampant Community Member 
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Or we can still do that rapping gig. mrgreen