I don't know if I spelled the topic right but I don't really care right now.
I currently have a girlfriend, her name is Sammy. I love her very deeply, and really don't want to be seperated from her. But she made a point that we come from completely different worlds, and now wants to end our relationship.
Of course, as always, there's the "let's still be friends" thing attatched to it. Then I have to endure the pain of hearing about some new boyfriend who's much more suited for her and how she's all happy and goes on about it.
I worked my hardest to make sure this wouldn't happen, but my efforts were entirely fruitless, and I've caused pain more pain to aspire then love. I'm so tired of failed relationships... I don't know if I'll even be able to take on another relationship if me and Sammy broke up.
Knowing her she'd think that I'd have a new girlfriend like ASAP, but that's really not the case here. I want things to work out... I want to be with her... I don't want this to end...
She hasn't made her choice yet but it will all be decided tonight. God willing, we'll stay together. Until then, thats all I have to say.
 Kupo-Sama · Fri May 05, 2006 @ 03:04pm · 1 Comments |
