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When i say I'm coming back for you, I will come.
This reminds me of something.. and Someone too.
Someone didn't actually said He'll come back. i just thought he'd come back because i really thought he can't and he will not Leave me for some reason. I just thought I am indispensable to him. but i was wrong. It's my fault. I made myself indispensable to him when the truth is he was indispensable to me.
I just can't Let my feelings go because i am still searching for an answer.
and I am hoping that one day my questions will not be wasted and forgotten.
I just can't Let him go because he Left.
What hurts---and still hurts is he Left me hanging with no words.
But i am still waiting...
That MAYBE---just May be one day He'll come back to his senses and decide that he wants to be with me.
Will I be pathetic if I tell all of you that I still want him back after all he has done for me?
Will I be a martyr if I'll forgive him after he have pierced my fragile heart to pieces?
Will I be selfish to myself if I can't be happy and I can't let someone Love me because I still Love the person who left and broke my heart?
Will I be Hopeless if i still think of him every second of my day?
Will I be coward if I can't throw our memories away, still hope that there will be a second chance for both us and that this is not the end of everything we have shared?
Will I be naive if I let myself think that he is thinking of me too?
Yes, I maybe waiting for him to come back. and hope that he could come back for me but as time passes by and as time cease the pain, memories and words; I came up to the idea. or should i say "THE TRUTH" that he is not--- "HE WILL NOT" come back for me.
Maybe one day we will cross our ways and finally my questions will find answers. Maybe one day, This pain that I felt---and I am feeling will disappear.
If that day comes, I'll be alright then. DEFINITELY.
