Feeling: Annoyed scream
Listening to: System Of A Down - Chop Suey
Ok guys. I'm not usually one to post vague entries for pity and attention, so just a heads up-- I'm not posting this for either of those two things. I am also not directing this to anyone in particular; I'm stating what I've been feeling for a while.
So here we go. I honestly feel like I put work into every friendship I have. 90% of the time, I make the plans to do s**t and I'm the one that initiates everything. I'm not going to do that anymore, because I'm exhausted, quite frankly. If you want to be my friend, if you want to be there for me, then make the effort because I'm done trying.
Honestly, I don't know how to say this without looking like an absolute idiot or attention whore, but I assure you, once again, I'm NOT asking for an abnormal amount of attention or support. I just felt this was an easier way to get this message across to anyone close to me.
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(If you read my journal entry, it wasn't towards you or anyone that doesn't know me in real life.)
Wait, nvm. Well said biggrin
P.s., If I initiate, I might just spam you everyday whee