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Rollout Bloody Girl

A lonely girl lives in her own nightmare.
Which repeats each and every day.
So many voices stuck in her head.
She scratches herself everywhere,
She scratches herself everywhere without a care.
Nothing is wrong so, she says.Yet she dreeds
that nothin is right either anyway.
I'm a mistake
I'll always be a mistake
yet
that fact I can not take.In the end I'm ready
to rollout again.
So much time so much time. Yes, theirs so much time
yet so she says I'm not worth wasting even a minute over.
Then I watch as she writes her dreams in scarlet words upon the ground.
Are you ready yet?No but, I will never be.So you might as well
forget of me.My future holds no glee.
So I'm gonna hold onto my breath for now.
A lonely girl rolls out each day to escape the dismay.
She ask through the days , why must I pay?
Everywhere I go I spreed this scarlet dreed around.
I don't give a damn, so she says.
Come create chaous with me.
She tempts me on this scarlet bloody hill.
So much time so much time
theirs just so much time, don't waste even a minute
with me.
This is reverse-psychology I see.
For now all that I want to do is be with you.
Rollout again and again so she says.
Then she let her feelings flow right out.
She let her feelings flow right out.
Then so she says: I am and always a mistake.
All I shared was dismay.Now my life I must take.
I believe I am ready to go right now.
So much time so much time. Yes, theirs so much time
yet so she says I'm not worth wasting even a minute over.
Then I watch as she writes her dreams in scarlet words upon the ground.
Are you ready yet?No but, I will never be.So you might as well
forget of me.My future holds no glee.
So I stop my breathing forever now.