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...where do I go now?
am I even taking the right path?

3 years now and you'd think I know.
but I don't.

It's scary. There is strong competition around.
People much better than me are failing.
What is going to happen to me?

I am so scared.
Am I born to fail?
If so, why should I continue to live?

Why live when I'm destined to fail?
Why make the people around me suffer any longer?

I need a direction.
I want an assurance that...I will be ok.
That...I won't be a burden.

I am so scared of living.
I am so scared of dying.
What do I do now?
Where should I go from here?

Help. me.