...As quickly as you came, there you went again...
Just stab the blade deep and twist it further why don't you...
I trusted you...I let you in...Let you see how pathetic I had become...I dared to see you face to face again, and this is what happens...This is what happens when I try to mend things...
The worst part is you'll never even see this, because now you're ignoring me...All because he told you to...I don't know why I'm writing this anymore...
I don't want you to get hurt again...Losing you a second time is just too much...I just want to die already...
I have lost all will to live....
Saying goodbye a first time was hard enough...I don't want to say goodbye again...
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A recollection of a life once lived
Just random babblings of myself, who I am, who I once was, where I came from and how exactly I came to be where I am today.
"You don't realize what you have lost, yet. You may never realize it, as that requires depth of some degree. But it was your decision of betrayal that led us here. I am wholly justified to rebuke you. Who knows? Maybe one day you might wake up and think of this. You might remember your decision at the most unexpected time. You might actually regret your decision. And when that point comes, it will be too late. But that is not my burden to shoulder.
You're gonna carry that weight."
You're gonna carry that weight."