So much changes since last time. Went to a counselor to find a way to get over my ex so that I could finally move on, be happy, and find better ways to handle future relationships. It has helped a lot. Though I may still have feelings about my ex and as of now still hope there is some way for us to get back together, I am no longer getting depressed at thinking of her, which is a major improvement from feeling sad every time I thought about her this past year.
Trying to figure out housing plans for next year. Though I had it solved, but then one girl came forward with her true feelings, stuff she had not communicated to me. I really wish she had todl me this from the start. It's ok to not want to live somewhere, but what is not ok in my opinion is on voicing her desires to begin with. She has become really passive towards life, not taking control of what she can. I fear that her past relationship is still affecting her in a very negative way, where she feels no control and needs someone to make decisions for her. unfortunately for her, I have a responsibility to my other future roommates to inform them of what is up and find an alternate course of action. I just really hope everything works out in the end four all of us.
Why is it that people can tell some of their deepest secrets, concerns, and sins to others, but there is always something they hold back? Why can't we confess and let that particular thing out so that we don't have to suffer alone?
 genbu noryb · Fri Apr 12, 2013 @ 02:55pm · 0 Comments |
