Have you ever had something happen to you that just left you confused? Cause I have and I still can't puzzle it out, but I'm confident I will one day. Or, at least, I'll find someone who'll explain it to me in a way I can comprehend XD My reaction to it was to just do everything the opposite of how I wanted so that I felt like I was in control and not being influenced by anyone else. That's how I get revenge, by hurting myself apparently XD Especially since I was offended that someone would do such a thing to me and I know my memory sucks and sometimes gets blended into not quite a memory, I wanted to find a fail safe way to not follow the rules. So...opposites!! Not the best plan ever XD Really though, when I pause and look at the lengths gone to just to make sure that I did something someone else wanted, it's like, Yo. Chillax. My intentions are what matter in my life, not yours. Just fall the ******** back and let people make their own decisions in life. Something about that area of my life being probed into doesn't sit well with me. /cryptic journal entry
Marigolden · Sat Oct 20, 2012 @ 09:07pm · 0 Comments |