Everyone telling me to let go of him.
But why?
I hope maybe he will change for me.
But people say im wrong and dump his a**.
If im wrong about this then why should i be here?
Why should i try since i know im going to fail life.
Why should i stop cutting? its not going to save me.
Why shouldn't i walk infront of cars? If people already think im going to kill myself anyways.
I have false hope for everything, and if this is wrong ,so are them.
I have believe that maybe mom will live happier,she in alot of pain and hate the place she lives.
WHY SHOULD I GIVE UP MY HOPES? WHY CAN I BE RIGHT AND BELIEVE IN SOMETHING THAT WILL HAPPEN?!
just once i want to believe...ha that word again,I want to think that maybe im right that mom can live happier life,that my friends wont stab my back that i have a meaning in this world...but you saying this...its all fading from my thoughts again.
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