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I heard a song the other day.. okay im listening to it right now. Some times i feel that's how i view the world, through smoke and mirrors.. Looking for and easy way out. Although, sometimes the preferred road to trek is the hard one. I am simply mortalfied of just waking up and having everyone hate me.... again.... emotion_facepalm

Nothing was ever the same when i came to school with my hair shaved completely into this Mohawk type thing. Everyone called me crazy the only thing to comfort me was my anime... Then i saw the tribe. Not knowing that when I presented myself to Gryff. There was a price to pay for my loyalty.

The other members of the tribe have lost their ability to think freely. My sanity is slowly slipping away i guess. I talk about Gryff 95% of the time and the other 5% of the time im waiting for someone to bring him up so i could talk about him even more.

Pathetic... I know, but I have to try and get through this. While thinking for my own and not trying to please others. (especially Gryff.... good luck with that) emotion_facepalm

What makes me kinda mad is when people tell me "omigoth your in love with gryff you should tell him." emotion_bigvein Are you joking? Im like way to young to even know what love is!