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alright, i am really stressed out again. tomorrow is my birthday and adam is supposed to come over. we have had it planned for like a month now but he waited a while to actually ask his parents if he could go (so they would not have that to take away from him). well when he did ask, they said yes. so that's all good. we arranged for his dad to call my mom to and talk about the time of arrival and parting and the like but his dad has not called. i guess he got home too late and then my mom was at work, things just got in the way. so they have not talked yet. well earlier i was talking to him online and he said his progress report came. for him (this year anyway) that means trouble. so he had to go. and i have not heard from him since. and i think they may have told him he could not come crying . if that is really what happened i am going to cry my eyes out! i am serious. i have been looking forward to this for the longest time now. and i already told everyone that he will be coming, and they are anxious to meet him. if he doesn't show up then they (family) will all make fun of me and say that my boyfriend does not like me and is looking for excuses to not hang out with me. they already do that anyway, even though i never invite him to many places because i am afraid he will say no. and he has said no once.... i was really sad too. i was really expecting him to say yes... or else i would not have asked. but anyway- i need to hear from him or i think i may explode... i did not invite anyone else but him, i only wanted to spend time with him. i really hope i hear from him soon, very soon.
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