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Thor's Hammer... Idk how long it's been since I've actually been ON gaia... Let alone when I last made a journal entry on here... So... I don't even know where to begin... This weekend was so amazing that I can't even begin to think of words to describe it... It just... Yea.. Spent 2 nights just sitting on a back porch with someone who's very quickly becoming very dear to me again... It had been years since we talked and was done myself for fear of... Well.. Feeling pretty much how I do again... Was so scared of this feeling coming back.. And it did... Pretty much just crashed down like a tsunami Friday night/Saturday morning... I couldn't do a damned thing to stop it... And looking back on it.. I wouldn't have wanted to anyways.. I'm so glad I have it back and I don't want to give it up for anything now... I've missed this so unbelievably much as well as missed her... And I know she's bout to come read this so yes, beautiful, I was terrified of coming over Friday night... I knew I had moved on from back then but I knew that as soon as I talked to you on facebook, it didn't mean a damned thing... Everything came flooding back as soon as I saw you... And then spending the rest of those nights just relaxing and talking with you was amazing... We both gave away everything by saying absolutely nothing (Well until I dozed off anyways..) But yea... I feel something is about to crash down through me and all I'm doing is trying to find the closest place to the middle of this so that I might actually be washed away in whatever it is and finally be able to have it... I just.. I don't want to lose this... I've missed it so and just... I'm out of words pretty much... /shrug... Well I guess I'll wrap this up..

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