It's funny, ya see when you've been cheated on three times by the same person, it's kinda hard to trust again. It's hard to constantly be on your toes. I makes you nervous, like you have to over analyze every word they say to anyone else. And when you don't hear from them for a while (7 hours) it raises suspicions in your head. Now I didn't ask to think or feel this way, but this is what's happened to me after past experiences. And it's funny cause they always seem to get mad when I'm over protective, but if I'm not then I've just oppend up myself for another punch to the heart. And I'm already brused up as it is. I don't mean to complain or say I have a sucky relationship, I just had to get this all out.