This is painful. Realizing you never needed me? I thought I was supporting you all this time.
I guess I was just deluding myself, huh? I can admit I did help you find your voice.
For that, I think I was needed. But afterwards, you grew from what we created until you really didn't need me anymore.
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And then, I was left broken.
And so, it is painful being around you.
Thus, I shouldn't be anywhere near you.
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But
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I'm not running away from you.
I need to learn how to live on my own.
Soon, I'll be living 100% separated from you.
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Maybe you were right. Maybe I had become a bit too dependent on you.
I wasn't fully "detoxed" from the other... I expected myself to be fine as long as I was with you.
But I haven't been truly "alone" in almost three full years.
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So I'm separating myself from you.
As fragile and easily broken as I am, I'm sure we both know I need it.
So maybe I'll come back to you in a few months time.
Maybe I'll be stronger.
Maybe I can be near you.
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But hopefully I won't need to. Hopefully I'll be so strong on my own, I'll make you jealous this time. emotion_yatta
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Then again, becoming a crazy old huskey breeder is always a safe Plan B... emotion_sweatdrop
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