I woke up from a bad dream and I can't go back to sleep. So I decided to read through some of my old journals and I must say, they were pretty emotional.
Happiness, sorrow, the whole nine yards.
It was interesting to see how I've matured and how my views on a lot of things changed. Especially the views on love.
Ben and I are not together anymore but I just wish him all the happiness cause he deserves it. I'm a lady about these kinds of things and I'm walking away with my dignity.
I'm a tad bit indestructible. I survived two car accidents that happened two weeks of each other.
I still love drawing. My artistic hobbies have exploded and I'm practicing with color, and new types of canvases.
I work at a corporate shoe store, I have my associate's degree, and I'm taking care of myself physically.
I must say though, I have a light load of school this semester, but I feel so burned out. I'm 21 years old and my life is on repeat. I don't go clubbing, I don't like getting 'wasted', and I still have an intense love for things people would consider 'childish'
I am what I am, and I know for a fact that I'm happier than a lot of people. Though I can't help but feel lonely at times because it seems like I'm the only one watching the parade. Anyways, how are you guys?
 Sirenas · Sat Sep 24, 2011 @ 02:51pm · 0 Comments |
