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Two journal entries in one day!? What am I thinking?! Lol sorry I can't help it.

So I was looking back at my inbox on youtube rereading some old conversations. I never really realized how quick to forgive I am... even though I can't forget it and even though it still bothers me owo It reminded me of of this poem this guy read once in my English class. We were having a poetry day to celebrate poetry month. The poem he read caught everyone off gaurd. It was actually kind of depressing.
He read Isn't It Funny by Gina Durst, I'll put it below in gray

It's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry

It's funny how forever never seems to really last
It's funny how much you'd loose if you forgot about your past

It's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down
It's funny how when you need someone they're never around

It's funny how people can change and think they're so much better
It's funny how many lies can be packed in one ''love letter''

It's funny how people can forgive even though they can't forget
It's funny how one night can contain so much regret

It's funny how ironic life turns out to be,
But the funniest part,
Is that none of it is funny...
To me.

I love this poem. It's so true, for me at least.
Anyways, I decided to go all the way back to the end of my inbox and I found a message tilted "Poem for Iris"
My friend on youtube wrote this for me. Oh geez I miss her to much... I called her Lemon (because of her username) everyone called her Molly (Because of Molly by Mindless Self Indulgence) but her name was Stephanie if I remember correctly... well anyways I'm going to include it below, also in gray (also I edited the typos and the spacing so it'd look more like a poem... I did not edit what she said):

You are the one I will never forget.
I am the one that I will never forgive.
You're my everything.

You are the one that I will never stop loving,
I am the one that was bringing you down.
You're my heart.

You were the one that keeped me alive and I was the one that could never return your beautiful feelings.
It will never stop beating because of you.

You are the one that cared and I was the one that broke you.
My heart was your flower.

You are the one that is made for greatness, you are not worth me.
I am but a filthy half.
I will wilt...
And you will stay beautiful forever


This was giving to me on 9/21/08... heh.. 2008... I hated that year...
I cried when Fox read this to me. I almost cried again just seeing it in my inbox.