I had to delete the other entry's because I was afraid that my mom would find them.
Got 3 new wristbands at hot topic today. One with sasuke (white, wearing it now because it is longer tan the plain black one. One with glow in the dark stars, and another plane black one.
I really hope Alli dosen't pull what I want her to from the e-mails. I have no idea why I was even sending them. I am really tempting fate here. Especaily after John Esterbrook confronted me about cutting.
It has been a while, but I still think about it. It sems a little sad that someone who isant even my friend could tell that I was cutting. It was my one chance to come cleen, but of course I lied.
And Alli want me to tell her everything???
I have allmost told Aimee a couple of times, but chickened out at the last moment. So typical of me.
And I just don't know.
When I stop, I have these terrible nightmares about people dying, killing people. I don't think I will ever be able to stop.
And I can, it will have to be somewhere like Sea Pines in Cut.
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