You say you love me. Is that a lie? Flirting with other girls isn't love. Nor is it proving you do. Its proving that I shouldn't trust you. That I should be worried. Making me think, what do you do when you aren't talking to me. You're making me doubt this relationship. Yet, I still deal with it. Why? Because I love you. I don't want to loose you. But how can I trust you to be faithful? How can I trust you at all? This is the second time you been caught. But this is the millionth time I cried and hurt myself because of your decisions. Is this all worth it? Should I really go on knowing that more pain and tears awaits for me? But it seems like you don't even care. Like it means nothing to you.
If this was the other way around, vise versa, wouldn't you feel the same way? Would you feel like your heart is being played with like a toy? Wouldn't you want explanations? You don't understand what its making me go through. You don't understand how much it hurts me. You don't understand how sensitive I am, how serious I take things....I wish you'd understand...
i_hate_pie · Tue May 31, 2011 @ 05:43am · 1 Comments |