I will be making a few TL;DR rants for the rest of this week.
Why , you ask? Because I need to get these things out. Because
I only have two friends who call me to see home I’m doing.
Because I’m alone , because I want to tell my story. It’s my blog
and I can do what I want.
First , I want to start out with this point. I have always been
alone. I’m not whining or complaining about this nor do I ask for
your pity. Loneliness has been my best friend , it has been one
of the only stable things in my life. Friends have come and go
but loneliness last forever.
Secondly , for those who have never experienced utter loneliness,
the hope that someone will talk to you even if you don’t like them
, the hope someone will ask you a question so you can reply can
not sympathize with me. I still remember the grade when people stopped
talking to me. I know my friends have felt similiar , people who are lonely
tend to gravitate towards each other. Least I hope we do , but by whatever
twist of fate I have ended up with my currently and probable life long friends.
That’s ten people ,six online , four in real life.
Lastly , I’ve learned that loneliness has made me strong. I never lack in
confidence because I know my weaknesses and strength better than
anyone feels they know their’s. I’ve had more years to become content
with myself that I am happy with myself.
Sometimes I think it’s better to be alone.
I am stronger alone.
 Paxeon · Wed May 25, 2011 @ 09:41pm · 0 Comments |
