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Nights aren't the same anymore. I sometime wish it rain as it's so dry here but I haven't sing in awhile. I notice everytime I sing is mostly cause I'm depressed and I'm not even talking about that program. I really do feel trap inside my little world but I want an exit so I can escape. I find it funny cause I just notice all my dream lend to that. Like I want to runaway to a far away place and start something new. Eh, petty me please I don't even know why I feel like this.
It's almost time for that anime convention I'm gonna go too. I don't know why but I don't think I want to go mostly am scared if someone knows me from somewhere like before but before I don't think anyone care but I do care to see some fail like major fail. If you're asking if I'm gonna cosplay I am but nothing major nor noticeable mostly going as a furry.
I do fun it funny that public enemy number one was under everyone nose. I do find this funny if you don't see the humor I mean. I mean this man is very old news but I feel sorry for this event that everyone did. I do see it as a joke but I would see him as waldo but I haven't got a new book so far. I do remember talking to someone about some book I can't recall. . It's about person getting removed but still alive while doing it. I don't even know now but my back does hurt when I was napping.
I did got mass effect 2 used but disc one was badly damage. Can't take it back cause I lost the reset.
Had you notice something that makes you indifference with others? I find it weird really. Mostly when I'm annoyed but I did said it before but I don't like people noticing it. Few friends of mine find it annoying when I do that more annoying when I try to think nor solve something by playing with my hair. I do find it odd but I find it as a habit like when I'm bored I nibble on my thumb or just play with my hands. I do get to people annoyed when I called them "Mac" or "Jack" like I don't know their name but it's hard for me to say it.
Just notice how I lose myself in thoughts mindless thoughts. I do feel like I haven't slept in days but I just took a nap several hours ago.

Notice I haven't talk to anyone like what his face the other night. Maybe I'm just screw up really nor just lost in my own thoughts but feeling very very lost but it's mainly cold really.
~Ayame