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Sometimes I think my mom believes grades are more imporant than me. She only cares about what my grades are if I get completly stressed and cry over my stress she will just say"Get your homework done and nice and neat then you can relax! But if you get a zero on it no more computer for you!" That gets me way more stressed than anything in the world! WHY? Why does she care about my grades more than me? It's starts to get to me and just gets me more stressed than ever! I sometimes wish that the Papa John's car would've killed me back then,I bet'cha no one would miss me...*sighs* Why does the world have to be so cruel? All I'm doing is being myself but I'm changing...for the worse... Missing work,late work,failing grades and gotten to be a bit of a anti-social only living on her computer.