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the mind and randmoness of nanired13!!



I don't know how much longer I can keep this going... This week just isn't my week...tommrow...Tommrow would have been my daddy's 37th Birthday...It's hard...I have been bottleing this feeling up sense I heard about my daddy and sense I was at his wake....I don't know how much longer I can keep these tears from falling...My heart feels like its about to shatter...I miss him...I miss him so much..I don't understand why he had to go...why so early....I wasn't ready for him to leave..I still needed him...I know people are going to say he is still watching over me and it was his time to leave...But, I don't think anyone understands that he was MY DADDY!! I wasn't even able to say good bye to him and tell him I love him...I hadn't been able to hug him one last time...I wasn't able to do a lot of things...So, please don't tell me your sorry..or you understand what I am going through...You wouldn't understand...

Posted by: nanired13 Wed Mar 23, 2011 @ 02:16pm

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Valkereon
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Commented on: Sat Apr 02, 2011 @ 05:33am


	Little Nani, Only people who have lost their daddies can understand what you're going through. I feel for you, I really do but it's not healthy to hold in those tears or emotions like that. You should let them out or try writing in a journal. It'll help. Writing in a journal helped me through high school.

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