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Sorry I been sleeping more then normal I'm starting to question it. I feel very sick most cause the pain on my tooth I blame myself to making fun of people cause I still have my wisdom tooth, I haven't been eating right too like one meal a day I know some people would get mad at me for that. I haven't been drawing right I keep throwing away paper knowing it'll turn out right but get mad cause it looks bad. I notices I feel more less and less then I just notices it sounds familiar to that one song
you know ever since I burn all those document I feel glad yet sad cause it was my life work right there. Lyric, story scrip, fanfic and photo burned to hell.
I feel like I lost myself in those flame I glaze into with my goggles smoking talking to few friends that help me burn it. The whole time I was crying so I believe I was crying I felt emotionless thinking about it now. I can't take that off my mind adding when I was at that rehab center it just a memory I can't forget.

I really hate that feeling. I took that quiz again on seme uke thing. I still got clueless uke why? I don't know and I pick different answer it's like it knows me deeply. Just click it okay.

www.semeuke.com

Please do tell me what you got. I soo want to know. Now the pain came up. It really does hurt you know. Oh! If you are thinking about what song I was talking about it's rolling girl for some reason it fit me right now.

I remember few video most cause audioswap is a gamble that youtube picks for you. I was hoping to replace the tracks so I don't have to remove the video... again. I think I want to be a loser and do AMV "Anime Music Video" it was so much fun doing that but I'm thinking about it but I don't think I can do that. Hey! Don't forget those stupid video that keep using the same same same same same anime and overrated song like god what up with that!?!
It makes me mad... ish.

Like a good example would be an over used song like I don't know Batman theme song just saying that as an example of a song. Hear me out... then they get a cheesey a** anime like Naruto or Bleach hell throw in Kingdom hearts too. Now the thing about this it's the same video clip remix to the same crap over and over. It's quite annoying to me even when I did it; it was slideshow picture. I didn't do video until I download some footage FTY crap just crap. Only good footage was FLCL mostly cause it was the anime not a damn AMV that gives you a limit too it.

I don't know what else to put beside I wanted to do an audition for "I heart Psyco" I have no idea why am I gonna do it but I put lots of thought in to it and I even used few program to check how I would sound and do I need to change pitch level or what but... uh.. I suck. Like what BlackWorufu said "By that I do not mean a Wapanese b***h that sounds like a 6 year old on drugs."
I suck at voice acting so DON'T START!!

~Ayame

PS

I just re-uploaded those video I took down. just saying...