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Hi I'm Corrina! *A.k.a Tropical Dreams* This is where I post my every life. Things like Stories, Poems, Feelings and so on. Comment if you like ^.^

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~Friends~ I realized that when friendship gets too hard or hurtful, I quit. I've lost a lot of friends because I just don't want to make much of an effort to continue the friendship. I believe that it'll always end bad. That they'll hurt me so deep that I won't be able to trust.. I know it sounds a bit cynical, but I think all my friendships will end in my heart breaking. I'm there for my friends when they need it, I'll try helping my friends as much as I can, and I'll be nice to them. I know I may not be the best person in the world, but I try to be a good friend. I will put all my goodness into a friendship, and end up getting it blown up in my face. They just don't care about me like I care about them.. It's happened to me many times, people want to be my friend because they stopped being friends with someone else. Am I just a second choice to everyone? Just use me so I can comfort you until your friend takes you back? I just want someone to care. To be the friend who'll talk to me and call me, just to see how I'm doing. NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE BORED. I especially hate when people text or call because they're bored. I'm not here to entertain you. I just want a good friend. MAN is that so hard to ask. I want to find her... I want to... All I have is Charles and Della. Della is constantly busy... I love her to death but she does have a 9 hour job... Charles. I love him.. He's made me so happy. I just need a girlfriend.. an honest one who'll treat me right and never use me. I'll keep searching..

Posted by: Tropical Dreams Tue Feb 01, 2011 @ 05:20am

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Koneko The Animage
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Commented on: Wed Feb 02, 2011 @ 09:44pm


	Awww Corrina, you should try and be more optimistic about people. It sounds like you're hurting and that you are judging your friends before you get to really know them. It is a little cynical to think so negatively about people who want to make an effort to be your friend. You say you try to be a good friend, but in the end thinking so badly about the people you’re supposed to care about means you don't really care or trust them. To say that they just don't care about you like you care about them may be an unfair accusation. I like to think that I care about all my friends better than anyone else, but in the end I know they care about me just as equally and they don’t have to constantly remind me. I hear from some of my best friends whom I’ve known since high school and before fewer than a dozen times in the entire year, but I still care about them. I just acknowledge that they are busy with college and other important matters. “True friendship comes when the silence between two people is comfortable.” - David Tyson Gentry I know we haven’t been friends for very long and I don’t know what your past relationships with friends have been, how many friends have hurt you, but I do know that I think you are a sweet person who does care, but is very frightened. Believe me, I was the same way. Remember you can talk to me whenever you’re feeling down ok Corrina. Don't give up Corrina! Luff you girl! heart

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