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well yesterday I hung out with kebia and mom at the mall I was getting so stressed stressed mom haves a very special way to buy things, & that freaks me out (& I was "on my days", well I am) so that didn't help.
And I was walking and so a lot of couples and me with my face of: lol (yeah cuz when I see guys that are doing ummm things that couples suppossed to do I start laughing like "you look ridiculous", but its different when I make those things so yeah weird >w< wink and I had an Idea idea Gabzi! xDDDD, so I stole moms cellphone and I mssg Gabzi, and well lets say that I was on my heart heart heart so I prob acted childish^^'''. but I was happy that I could talk with Gabzi(:

and at night I was almost at my limits like scream and with a PAAAAIIIIN a HOORRIBLE pain >.<, I wanted to die stare but ohh well I didn't and I asked Gabzi if I can call him but he said no and ohh well I just wanted to calm down a little, but I started crying stare WHY? IDK!!! I just was crying (yeah that stupid thing makes my mood change a lot) and ohh well I felt unconfortable and bla bla bla. so my aunt disconected the modem and since I couldn't sleep I called scarlet but she was with her bf and I was like: oh oh,nope, dun worry I'm okay^^'''' keep doing yur things. And I was like cry , and in an act of desesperation I called Jammie gonk I thought he was the only one that would be avaliable, so yeah I talked with him, but the conversation didn't last long cuz he started with his things stare so I read a book and listened music, and I slept at 5 I think...idk.