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I am so tired of every authority figure in my life EVER trying to have me committed or see a counselor or a psychiatrist every time I get stressed out. I'M ABOUT TO BE ******** HOMELESS IF THINGS DON'T IMPROVE. IT IS UNDERSTANDABLE THAT THE STRESS IS MAKING ME SICK.
Yes, my hair's falling out again. Yes, I've stopped eating regularly. Yes, I have no energy. Yes, I keep having anxiety attacks. Yes, I cry all the time. I AM IN A DIFFICULT SITUATION, AM VERY STRESSED, AND DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS TO SOME JACKASS THAT'S BEING PAID TO LISTEN.

For your information, father, in case you haven't remembered, we've tried this path before. The last psychiatrist you took me to didn't do jack s**t. The mental hospital you let Cathy take me to didn't do ANYTHING. The counselors my mother tried when I was little didn't do anything.

I don't like those people, and the last thing I wanted to hear when I told you I was tired and sick and didn't want to be here anymore was that maybe when I came up we could look into getting me some "help", since it didn't seem like I could deal with my stress on my own.