What's the point in life? I have no hope,no dreams, and no reason in this life. I don't know if I have yet to know all these things, but I don't want to wait anymore. I want to know. Can you people just stop trying to cheer me up? when you all leave me alone, that smile I had fades away in the"blink of an eye". I need to fake a smile pretty much every single day just so my contagious sadness won't effect my family ad friends. It doesn't help that there is hardly anybody out there in this world that I ca talk to without making them sad, because they already are. I made a friend a few days ago that has the same pain and sorrow that I have. she is nice to me and I am nice to her. I hope(hope is a word I don't believe in anymore) we can get through this suffering together, either that or die trying.Literally. cry