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Mental Cesspool
All the little thoughts, problems, and concerns that I may be dealing with at any given time, spread out for the internet to see.
Nostalgia
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
I shampoo my hair. Then I condition, wash my body, and brush my teeth. It's just easier to brush my teeth in the shower. Don't judge me ninja

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Orange stripes.

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Definitely.

4.Do you plan outfits?
Only if I have a really special occasion coming up.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Awful. Absolutely awful. I'm unbelievably stressed out. I'm probably homeless again. And I went back to read Wijo's journal, because of my curiosity, and I almost started crying. It's been years, and he and I only had about a two-week thing, but in that time, he taught me a lot of lessons that I still carry with me; how to let go when someone is holding you back, how to look out for yourself while still being considerate of others, how to love, how to take that first step forward. I don't know why I always get sad and cry when I read his journal, but I do. Maybe it's because he doesn't realize what he did for me. Maybe because he's got such a hard life, and there's nothing I could've done to change it. I don't know. But that, coupled with school, homelessness, the fact that Alex still has no income, dealing with Nettie, feeling alienated from a lot of people here.... it's all really tough.

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
My blood?

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
I say "aim", but in my head, I will always say a-i-m right after.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
Last night. I had a dream about confronting Travis, because he still hasn't spoken a word to me. Surprisingly enough, he didn't hit me in my dream. I'm pretty sure it wouldn't work out that well irl, though.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
No, but I've spent the morning checking up on old friends, and I accepted a friend request too. Does that count?

10. What are you craving right now?
Blueberry pancakes.

11. Do you floss?
Yes. When I can find some.

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Delicious cabbage stir-fry with chicken heart

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
Probably a year and a half ago.

14. Are you emotional?
Oh yeah.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
Dunno what that is. :/

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
No. I don't have the attention span for it.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Lick. Biting hurts my teeth.

18. Do you like your hair?
Yes! It's got such pretty natural highlights in it.

19. Do you like yourself?
I'm learning to. I finally like my body, which is a big thing for me.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Nope. I think it'd be boring, anyway. I don't like most celebs.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Ewww... no.

22. What are you listening to right now?
The tv in the living room. I think the other girls on my dorm are watching a movie on Oxygen.

23. How many countries have you visited?
Just the one.

24. Are your parents strict?
I don't think so. I've only really had one, and he's never around to be strict. xD He's pretty lenient anyway.

25. Would you go sky diving?
NO. Why would I jump out of a perfectly good airplane if it wasn't crashing?!

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
NO. The man MAKES UP WORDS AND THINKS THEY'RE REAL.

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
Depends. If they were the tiny little potatoes, then probably. Those things are just MADE for throwin'.

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
Lessee... it's a girl's dorm, so... The curtains on the window, the stickers on the wall, the wall hangings, the word "hope" hanging from the ceiling, the butterfly pictures on the bulletin board, and a picture of Taz on the bookshelf.

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
Nope. It'd be nice to at least see one, though.

30. Do you rent movies often?
Hell, I don't even watch movies unless people make me.

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
I don't have a math class anymore! YAY NO SCHOOL.

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
Nope.

33. Do you own a gun?
No, but my dad collects them.

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
Is it possible to lack this skill?

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Myself. I want to be with Alex, or at least somebody I like, but I'll be alone.

36. Brown or white eggs?
Do they taste different?

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Doesn't everybody?

38. Ever been on a train?
Yep. Longest 26 hours ever.

39. Ever been in love?
I try.

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yup.

41. Are you too forgiving?
I'm as forgiving as I feel the situation warrants, based on how sorry I perceive the other person is.

42. Do you use chap stick?
Burt's Bees, occasionally.

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
Probably something super fancy that makes her a valuable member of society.

44. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes, but I use them the wrong way xD I hold them with the wrong fingers, but I can't do it any other way.

45. Ever have cream puffs?
YES AND THEY ARE AMAZING.

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Ugh. Yes. I can't stand Ashton Kutcher. Interesting movie, though.

47. What was the last question you asked?
"And then what?"

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Liebe Ist Fur Alle Da by Rammstein.

49. Boys or girls?
Guys. ALWAYS GUYS. No drama, and lots of video games heart

50. What is your bus number for school?
*does the no-school dance*

51. Is your hair curly?
Nope. Straight and short.

52. Last time you cried?
This morning. And last night. And the night before that. Oh, and yesterday evening.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
Yeah, a few times. Once on purpose, but that was with a tree.

54. Do looks matter?
Sometimes. But I'm superficial like that.

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
Not as far as I know.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yeppers. And it was pretty satisfying one time.

57. Favorite time of the year?
October, December, and sometimes February.

58. Favorite color?
Pink.

59. Are you sarcastic?
Yush :3

60. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope. And I don't think I'd ever ruin my porcelain skin with one. But it's nice to contemplate every once in a while.

61. The last person you held hands with?
Uh... Sam, I think.

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Every now and then.

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
In front of my face.

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yep. It's hard for me to keep friends, I've noticed.

65. Do you like your life right now?
It's so freakin' difficult.

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
Every other evening, usually.

67. What is your favorite animal?
Sheep.

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Some pink hairbows from Hot Topic. They were so cute ;-; And only $2. Also six packs of Magic cards.

69. Do you have good vision?
Used to. It's steadily failing.

70. Can you hula hoop?
HAH. Hahahahaha.

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Maybe.

72. Do you have a job?
Ugh... don't remind me that I'm unemployed, please...

73. Can you handle the truth?
Sometimes.

74. What are you wearing?
Clothes. /smartass

75. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Multiple times. I have a habit of forgetting my keys. ._.





 
 
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