Well, I guess this will be about just about anything that happens in my life. Not much to write but sooo much drama that it would be a great soap opera haha
Weekend=ruined
Well, tomorrow is my mom's birthday so Curtis is coming down just to turn around and leave to go to his friend Ryan's LITTLE BROTHER'S birthday party. That sorta upsets me. It seems like I'm being left for him just to go there. But I've sucked it up and told him to have fun. He kicked my butt in checkers at the library today. It was funny though. Then when I'm about to go home he informs me he has to call the Marines when he gets home. I'm thinking he has to go get stuff done in Little Rock but I have no idea. With my luck it will be and my weekend will be stomped into the ground. If so, I guess I could go over to Katherine's house or something. I'm sort of talking to her again. I dunno I just want to see if I can make it in this world and I won't without other people that Curtis and the other seniors because they're graduating this year and I need someone to talk to and stuff at school. I don't want to be a loner. So, hopefully, all this will work out right. Back to what I was saying. If he does have to go my weekend is gone down the drain. IF he does come down hopefully he won't bring Ryan and Destiny again. I do love hanging out with them but he's been around Ryan and had him down here like every weekend this month almost. It sorta bugs me. He gets a little crazy and is always jumping around and doesn't pay much attention to me and just I dunno. It upsets me cause I like to talk to him and stuff but he's too busy being like that to acknowledge me. But if Ryan does come down then I'll just deal with it. Probably have him tell me I have some attitude or be nicer to Ryan or something. I'm always messing up on something. About right anymore. I dunno. I just don't completely understand him anymore. He's changed a lot. First he wants to stay here with me and then he wants to go to the Marines for 3 months and keep doing stuff for that and stuff. He keeps changing his mind and it's nerve racking. I'll deal with it though. I always do. Because I love him. Hope everyone has a good weekend.