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You're not going to talk to me, are you? You're not going to say congratulations, or comment on my journal, or anything. You're just going to withdraw into your own world, and try to block me out, and pray that I don't pry you out of it again, because you're safe and you can bottle all your feelings when you're there.

Guess what? I won't. You don't want to talk to me, then for the first time, I won't force you.
It's not worth it, I don't think.

Obviously, you're not happy for me. But a little support for your best friend would be kinda nice. Best friend. Six years. And you can't tell me "I'm happy you're happy! Not happy about why, but it's still nice all the same!"

Wow. I'm actually laughing because of how ridiculous this is. You're ignoring me. Pretending I don't exist. It makes me mad, yeah, but it's mostly just making me laugh and shake my head. I can't quite figure out why, yet, but I'm pretty sure it's disbelief. Screw your support then. Guess I didn't need it anyway, huh? Haha! Just wow.


Now over here on this planet, we've got me! Who has taken off all her nail polish. I don't know if it's what's making my nails brittle or not (possible), but I'm gonna leave it off for a while. That way, when November comes around, I can wear it proudly and not worry. :3

I also slept not-too-great last night. Kept waking up in the middle of the night, very sure that I was going to vomit. And I'll bet it's from all the nachos I ate yesterday. They were so yummy, but I think I had just a little too much.

And I went shopping yesterday! Bought two new pairs of cute panties, some hairbands and hair clips, and a hamper for my locker. Now I won't have to stuff all my dirty clothes in my duffel bag! Also stopped off at walmart and picked up a collar and a leash. Only $11.70! That's $8.30 less than I thought I'd pay, which means I have some cash leftover, which means I'll have MORE cash when I go to see Alex! Which means that I can afford to buy him the collector's edition of Starcraft 2!