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I want to change (literally) you know.. clothes, go outside, get my bike, and ride to the bike trail. I want to go to the secluded area where no one goes, sit on the grass, and just stare at the river. I want it to rain so I can feel alive. I want to feel the wind in my face. And I just want to be alone. I want to be apart from everyone right now. Because I can't stand life right now. It is pretty much driving me crazy.

God my head hurts. I want to type so much but I'm not sure what.. I need let out my frustration, I guess. I'm longing for freedom so much right now. Just for an hour. Or two. I need a bit of freedom, guys.. I'm begging you, god. Please. I just need some time alone outside.