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i truly wish i can be that athere girl v.v all ways have all ways will v.v i feel like s**t right now TT~TT its like im not that girl that ppl like all ways thinking im just a trubil maker will not make it in any thing i do just a failer in life in every ones eyes i mean every one v. v no matter what i do i get yelled at ntning i do is good enuf for any one im just to nice and to much of a failer i cant spell ppl yell at me to do better cant read get yelled at lil thinkings i wanna do i just cant y cant i just be that one girl that has her life good asks for some thing it gets done make my life a lil ezer on me i know that i dont have the worst life in the world but still lil thinkgs like this strs me out v.v im conplaning too much right now but i need to right this down befor i cry Y~Y like i am now -sighs- ok i know i might sound really clingy right now but i hate it when he says he has to go or call me back late it makes me so sad to the point were i wanna cry v.v i really need him just at times i dont tell him i need him i just cant tell him i dont tell ppl how i feel v.v idk im just a ******** up lil chiled wishing i was that one girl v.v