I actually contemplated getting out of bed to post something in here. I recently viewed something that put a great deal of things in an entirely new perspective. And yet, the effect that it had on me was nothing toward negative.
I remember a time when I was questioning the same thing about myself, though of course a long course of troubles kind of killed any sort of emotion, toward anyone, really. Though how I viewed them - as a friend, a best friend, a person I can thoroughly rely on - changed very little. Anyway, I have a terrible tendency to misinterpret my relationship with people. I have a naive belief that once I gain people's friendship and trust, it is solid, and lasts an eternity. I've learned that this is not the case, and I've also learned whom to expect such betrayal from. Yet there are a few people whom I believe will be there forever, no matter how much I tell myself not to expect such an ignorant thing.
Getting to the point, I don't know how to address what I've come across, and I doubt when to do it, also whether I should even be addressing such a thing, if it's even within my rights.. Yet I know I have the courage to do so. One day, I will, whether or not they have the confidence to follow.
I am a born leader, and I will confront issues, but I expect only positive things to come out of it. I hope the other person sees it the same way, and will muster up their own courage to talk about whatever needs to be talked about.
Meh. Despite the fact that I'm bullshitting myself, I still manage to pull through. Amazing, isn't it.
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