I'm sure a lot of you are wondering about Nicole... I just think I should give a small update, seeing as who I consider are probably her more "closer" friends read my journal sometimes. oO;
Well, here's just small update:
For the last 85 days <i>( yes, I count... Dx )</i>, Nicole has been in the Haleiwa COYSA Shelter. Her education had been transfered to Store Front High Core. What that is is basically a school for the minors placed in shelters, and a school to take extra courses to make up missing credits for students who need it to pass the year. <i>Originally, I was supposed to be assigned there a year ago, but mother dearest never sign the papers.</i>
Anyway, Nicole has made friends, aswell as disliked people. A few who get on her's, and everyone else's nerves, but also a few who are actually decent to talk to. I personally found this pleasent to know, aside the immature retards that no one likes. Dx
Over time, she was given a Psychiatric Exam, which would show her psychological level, and whether or not she could partake in OTRs. What an OTR is is pretty much a given permission to leave the shelter to visit someone, or just to go out, so long as you return by the assigned time. Nicole, however, did not qualify. They thought it would be too risky, and that she would run away. And yes, there are have been a great deal of runaways. v.v
In about two weeks from now, Nicole might be sent back to live with her mom. I really don't care much for the idea, only because once I grow a bitter hatred for someone, I hold the grudge against them and find it nearly impossible to forgive. v.v But apparently, her mother was sentenced to taking part of Anger Management, as well as some sort of Child Abuse Program that would supposedly prevent a repeat of what happened...
Like I said, I still find it hard to trust her... But I'll be willing to accept the chance as long as I can be given some sort of garuntee. Personally, I really hate what Nicole has to go through. She feels trapped in the shelter. It's no better than a prison in my opinion. I have a lot of regrets for ever being responsible for having her put in there, but I'm sure I would have had even greater regrets if I hadn't...
If anything were to happen after being sent to live with her mother again, if the abuse restarts and/or continues, I don't know if would be capible of controling my own anger. : I admit that I'm in need of anger management. Yes, I'm a nice person, I can be kind. But I'm only human, and believe me when I say I do have a bad side to me, as most humans do. v.v
Either way, I'm really going to try to stay in contact with Nicole each and every day, visiting whenever I can just to make sure she's alright. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust her mom. v.v
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