~ Just a Simple Memory ~
I was thinking about love when I remembered my first love. It was online, yes...I know
I shouldn't have fallen in love online but I couldn't help myself. I just did it. This took
place a year ago yet it feels so long ago...
"Do you remember how it felt? Your first love. I certainly do. His username was
Geasscontrol but he told me to call him Heriku Niwa; Riku for short. He was sweet
as any man could be and when he asked me to be his, I was filled with complete
bliss. I remember at the the time that I didn't care how he looked because I just
love him. I wouldn't mind if he had a disease, had no arms nor legs, or was even
deaf. I would've stayed by his side through it all. You wouldn't believe how happy I
was. I used to walk down the halls just smiling to myself because I knew he loved
me. In class, I'd etch his name onto my notebook along with mine. I would rush
home just to talk to him. A second with him was enough to make me happy for the
whole day. I remember how wonderful it felt...and I also remember how painful it
ended. I remember how I found him cheating. I remember how I told him that I still
wanted it to work out between us...I loved him so much that I was willing to do
anything to keep him. But...he ran away. I haven't talked to him since."
. . .Even though I had cried myself to sleep that night and grew to hate him later
on, I still don't ever regret meeting him. To me, it's a memory I wish to keep. Or
rather, that feeling of how you feel when you first fall in love.
Note: This was just something that was in my head. -^-^- Although, it is 100% true. Hehe, I'm not good at writing but I just wanted to explain what I thought about today.
I was thinking about love when I remembered my first love. It was online, yes...I know
I shouldn't have fallen in love online but I couldn't help myself. I just did it. This took
place a year ago yet it feels so long ago...
"Do you remember how it felt? Your first love. I certainly do. His username was
Geasscontrol but he told me to call him Heriku Niwa; Riku for short. He was sweet
as any man could be and when he asked me to be his, I was filled with complete
bliss. I remember at the the time that I didn't care how he looked because I just
love him. I wouldn't mind if he had a disease, had no arms nor legs, or was even
deaf. I would've stayed by his side through it all. You wouldn't believe how happy I
was. I used to walk down the halls just smiling to myself because I knew he loved
me. In class, I'd etch his name onto my notebook along with mine. I would rush
home just to talk to him. A second with him was enough to make me happy for the
whole day. I remember how wonderful it felt...and I also remember how painful it
ended. I remember how I found him cheating. I remember how I told him that I still
wanted it to work out between us...I loved him so much that I was willing to do
anything to keep him. But...he ran away. I haven't talked to him since."
. . .Even though I had cried myself to sleep that night and grew to hate him later
on, I still don't ever regret meeting him. To me, it's a memory I wish to keep. Or
rather, that feeling of how you feel when you first fall in love.
Note: This was just something that was in my head. -^-^- Although, it is 100% true. Hehe, I'm not good at writing but I just wanted to explain what I thought about today.
