Hawksley.
I consider him a great friend, really. Just that. I've noticed that I have a habit of getting him half-naked, though. He's shared what turns him on with me, and I indulge. So is it right or wrong? Tye would be angry if he knew. He'd be hurt. But I'm not doing anything wrong. I haven't kissed Hawksley. Haven't touched him down there. We fool around a bit, but it's just flirting. It is for me anyway. Tye wouldn't like this kind of flirting, but at the end of the day, Hawksley and I are still nothing but friends (odd friends, but friends) and I'd still much rather be with Tye. But am I right or wrong?
Hawksley and I are trying to convince Louis to let me stay over for my birthday. I'd be sleeping in Hawksley's bed with him, and pretty much spending most (if not all) of my time with the boy. Now, Louis hates me, so it'll be pretty difficult for Hawksley to convince him. But if he says yes, then I'd be leaving on Sunday sometime, arriving the same day, and staying until Wednesday-ish. I'm excited and kinda turned on from the thought of spending all that time with Hawksley. I'd much rather be with Tye, but it doesn't look like he'll be able to get the time off, and I want to be doing something fun for my birthday.
The stuff that I do with Hawksley... is it okay, as long as we remain nothing but friends? Because I would never cheat on Tye. Never. I keep Tye's possession of me in place on the places he's put them.
I think, though, that Hawksley and I are going to have to tone it down once I get my promise ring. I can't wait... I can't believe that he actually wants to get me one. I love you, Tye Larson <3
(We'll set the date as soon as you're out of the CCC. How's that?)
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