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Well as for ideas I don't know that I really have any I just thought i'd name this particular post that.

I'm getting as much of my life as i possibly can in order and in tip top shape for the guy i love. I want him to be pleased with his decision to be with me and proud also. I'm not sure if he is doing the same. v_v I mean i think he has done better in his classes and well he does seem to have put a little effort into trying to be there for me . . but all in all it is like i'm a pet that has to beg for attention or wait until he is ready to give it. I don't think that's how it is supposed to be.

I have a new regimen of running and push ups. I won't be starting the push ups just yet though because my arm seems to have some nerve damage from giving blood a while back and i have to get it checked out first. A lot of the time i can't even feel my pinky or it'll spread to my ring finger. >_<