Why am I here? Not here as in alive, more like why am I in this place? Maybe that's asking the same thing. . . "I am here because I want to be." Not just now, there are times that I am somewhere I don't even want to be. How can that happen? How can I be somewhere that I find so unpleasant? Sometimes it can be the other way around, "How can I be this happy?"
I like to think that at some point in my life I wanted to be here, some distant thought to the future that I could do something like what I am doing right now. What about you? Is it the same? Are you here because some past self wished you here? If you could go back, even if it was only a few seconds back, what would you say to that past self? So eager and full of curiosity, no matter how far back into the past you go that self would surely look to you as a god, something to be respected, almost feared.
In the eyes of your childhood you are an amazing creature, something they can only see in their fantasies. How is it that they are the same to you? A ghost you see for only fleeting moments in your old playgrounds. What would you say to such a fragile specter?
"Be proud you will do good."
Hmmmm weeeeeeell theeeeeen Dunno how this ended up this way. . . I might have been suffering from a heat stroke during the mass and this thought kept playing in the back of my head. Ahem in summation I have no idea how to decipher this li'l bugger. Great thanks to Maturity and Inner Child for helping with this one. They're surprisingly very helpful when they try ^^; Think I might draw that last scene it sounds cute.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MAN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
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