5/22/10
Lets see..... in a few days I will be leaving my sanctuary aka school. D: I love it there so much love and family but at home it's all just like a play. Everyone has there roles and when you mess up a line there is sh*t coming at you. The other day step-dad pushed my down 5-7 stairs....my a** still hurts. I can't believe someone that close to you could hurt you so bad but enough about him I am just going to miss my life savior. D: She makes me laugh and smile on my worst days. I don't know how I am going to survive 10 weeks without her and my whole family. Sometimes I just want to die even thinking about it....but if I told anyone how I felt I would just end up back in the hospital agian and I don't think she would like that very much. Still if it weren't for her I would have probably commited suicide by now...... sometimes I just can't take all the stress. If only I could stay with her. She would make it all ok.
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Lets see..... in a few days I will be leaving my sanctuary aka school. D: I love it there so much love and family but at home it's all just like a play. Everyone has there roles and when you mess up a line there is sh*t coming at you. The other day step-dad pushed my down 5-7 stairs....my a** still hurts. I can't believe someone that close to you could hurt you so bad but enough about him I am just going to miss my life savior. D: She makes me laugh and smile on my worst days. I don't know how I am going to survive 10 weeks without her and my whole family. Sometimes I just want to die even thinking about it....but if I told anyone how I felt I would just end up back in the hospital agian and I don't think she would like that very much. Still if it weren't for her I would have probably commited suicide by now...... sometimes I just can't take all the stress. If only I could stay with her. She would make it all ok.
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