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although I drift through the chilling sea
I tend to wounder what is a dream,
what is me,
and how this hell really came to be

I was not a god
and i was not a lier
more like a frozen segment
lost in a time not my own,

a forgotten love,
turned to stone
full of life
for no one to see

stuck in a shell
did you know they named me?
a stupid shell
nothing more?

I tried to prove my life...
my existence
but alas
I was proven to be nothing more than an a**

I tried to love
but i was broken afterwards
the clock shattered and killed all of the dove
my time stopped

left without a soul
sitting upon this jagged rock
waiting for live to take its final toll
watching the carefree flock

Another unknown lifeless puppet
watching my life waste and rot
falling deeper and deeper
seeing all the mistakes away

knowing the only way to take all the pain away
they say it isnt the right thing to say
you know,
the thing that ends it all and finally ends your fall

they say you go to a place called hell
full of devils and eternal flames
listening for just a simple bell
watching all the evil intentioned dames

******** the world and all its ill people
devour their shells
but leave them together
now and forever

take your time in planing their demise
wishing to have someone more so wise
we keep to ourselves
and know nothing right so all we do is yell

as the tears roll down my now forgotten face
I miss the old times
i feel out of place
a mistaken lie now reduced to nothing but a mime

my, my, mine time is finally up
the pain is way to much
as he lays the blade across his wrist
his shattered soul naturally clenched his fist

the cold hard steel left a trail of red behind it
not caring about how destructive he could be
only thinking of his one true purpose,
to act as the catalyst for what is to come
a swift and beautiful thing

you could say it is an eternal dream
some call it a senseless thing
a painless scene
the final time the soul can sing

~death~
By
Luis
Vazquez March 19 2010