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april the thirteenth, two thousand and ten. i am broken. |
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Im not so sure of who i am anymore. Ive changed people, and people have changed me. Even the smallest people have impacted me so much. i only have a few friends i would die for and give my all to keep. Im breaking inside. I know ive said it before, but im starting to feel a little agitated with who i am..
I want to be complete. I feel like 3/4 of me has been drained. Keep your drama away from me. I know what i want when i want it, dont try to control me. Im not the happiest, nicest, kindest, opptimistic, person to be around, but im pretty ******** amazing. I dont care if you disagree, piss off.
I have a hardcore b***h attitude on the outside. But inside i cry like a little ******** girl. Ive seen so much s**t that the average 15 year old female should never have to see in her entire LIFE. Im not grown up, im immiture, needy, selfish, conceited, and im full of hate. But ive figured out what love is. Dont tell me i havnt.
I dont take anyones s**t. Ive lost so many people, physically and emotionally, that i take friends seriously. If you ******** with them, your ******** with me, i may be small, but i will stop at nothing to protect the ones i love. Im really hard to get along with at first, i really cant help that. Suck it up. No ones ******** perfect, okay?
I dont listen to people worth a s**t, but their critisism hurts me quite baddly. i believe im bipolar at heart. But that doesnt matter much. i really hate myself. for reasons id rather not go into. i suffer from manic depression, and i hate it with every ounce of my being.
Dont waste my time, if your only going to hate on me. Its really not going to get you anywhere. I have my life and you have yours, if you mess with mine, ill mess up yours just as bad. Remember, i dont take anything lightly.
Im Taylor Michelle Tomedolsky, Im probably the most VAIN b***h you'll ever meet.
 Aromatiisse · Wed Apr 14, 2010 @ 03:23am · 0 Comments |
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