Like a small child I've been performing simplistic tricks with dazzling smiles to gain the hearts of many.
In doing this I've pushed away the few true and kept the feeling of the spotlight.
Commitment was never a thing on my mind.
For it brought one thing; pain.
Yet to be human we all must feel pain.
I wanted to be above it all, to never be hurt.
To only be loved.
It is too much a task for one girl to hold.
A girl who holds her head too high and her feet as far off the floor as she can manage.
A girl who is nothing, that yearns to be something.
A nobody who wishes she were a somebody.
Like a small child I'll continue my tricks.
Scraping my knees and cutting my face.
Bruises will mark me, blood will stain me, but I will never stay down.
People may beat me, hurt me, and smite me,
but I have something..
something up my sleeve that will make their heads whirl.
I give you my respects kind sir, for pointing out my selfish acts.
From here on out; Stella shall be a lady.
In doing this I've pushed away the few true and kept the feeling of the spotlight.
Commitment was never a thing on my mind.
For it brought one thing; pain.
Yet to be human we all must feel pain.
I wanted to be above it all, to never be hurt.
To only be loved.
It is too much a task for one girl to hold.
A girl who holds her head too high and her feet as far off the floor as she can manage.
A girl who is nothing, that yearns to be something.
A nobody who wishes she were a somebody.
Like a small child I'll continue my tricks.
Scraping my knees and cutting my face.
Bruises will mark me, blood will stain me, but I will never stay down.
People may beat me, hurt me, and smite me,
but I have something..
something up my sleeve that will make their heads whirl.
I give you my respects kind sir, for pointing out my selfish acts.
From here on out; Stella shall be a lady.
