Hm.. I'm not really sure how to explain this.
But today was weird. Well, I was weird. Not really sure why.
I was totally pissed at everyone and everything in school today. And only two people seemed to care, and those are people I usually don't talk to.
I guess I'm still pissed. Just at one.. No, two people irl now though. Why? I get easily annoyed. Concerning one of them, it's just details I guess. Acting like a slut (seriously), then having a bad self-esteem for god knows what reason. The other one.. Geez. Oldest person in the class but the most immature one. And he sits behind me. Isn't that great? It doesn't really help me concentrate.
Anyway.. I guess a part of the reason of me being pissed today was because people keep insulting me. I'm used to it, but I still don't like getting insulted. Even if it's just small things like getting ignored, getting called short or stupid.. It happens every day. And I'm tired of it. I've tried ignoring them, and just being quiet. But then -they- get annoyed. It's so unfair how they can ignore me but I can't ignore them. I always feel like telling them off, but I don't want to lose friends, cause god knows what'd happen to me without them. And then there's the thing, which most of my friends may have noticed, I don't really like being mean. Of course there's times when I get pissed.. And there has been times when I've been mean, only a few times though. But usually I prefer talking about it (the reason of me getting pissed).
Oh well..
 Anniehh · Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 05:32pm · 1 Comments |
